And there is gold

And there is gold

Above, woven through the branches of light

Where fate has twisted our tangled tales

Plaited jade-like moss into our hair



And there is gold

Shining in our hearts for all to see

Where smiles of joy, masked by Autumn leaves

Drip, wet with our tears



And there is gold

Sparkling in our eyes elf-like

A mischief fire burning bright

Where our fairies dance and play



And there is gold

As synapses shift-change the seasons

Words as yet unwritten

Stories as yet unheard



And there is gold

Voices echoing 'cross bronze-clad lands

Joy in repetition, layered sounds resound

Bounding, deer-like, stalked-poems found



And there is gold



A Wensley

10.11.2023

Inspired by the members of our Quantock Poetry Trail Group as we walked along the Drove road on 6.11.2023

Refuge #nationalpoetryday

When moorland mists swirl and curl, 

I take refuge

In your velvet;

Your soft, green embrace.

Cardigan-like,

You keep me safe.



Grounded, like your Autumn leaves,

Shed, like tears from storms now passed,

You hold my earthly form,

In non-transient, true belonging.

I am yours.

Weathered? Yes! Strong.



You are Quantock:

Hill and coast,

Stream and pill,

You are Quantock:

Silence,

Still.

-------

Or...

In Haiku form:

A mist cardigan,

Woven through coombes, moors, embrace

Wrap me, refuge-like.



A Wensley

5.10.2023

A poem for the first Somerset and Exmoor Coast Festival

Follow a trail of memories

From one end down to t'other,

I've walked a thousand miles 'long here

Alone, with friends and Mother.



There's Porlock where my wedding car

Was slightly a bit late,

And Minehead where I went to school,

Cross-country, sixth-form, great!



There's Blue Anchor where my Auntie lived

And Old Cleeve where I was born,

There's Watchet where my boyfriends lived

Teenagers so forlorn.



There's Helwell Bay and Doniford

Where we would go to play,

And St Audries Church, West Quantoxhead

Remembered to this day -

(Embarrassingly wet myself,

oh dear I hear Mum say).



From West to East, East Quantoxhead

Is where I was brought up,

From one and half to 19 years

It really filled my cup.



My cup it runneth over,

Such joy in these surrounds,

Woodlands, streams and beaches,

With Dad tilling the grounds.



The coastal path to Kilve's much walked

The strata's changed with time,

I've seen many a reflection

In it's rock pools, not just mine.



My daughters love to play here too,

Find creatures and just gaze

Like their Mum, at the tide and sky,

When their mind's in a daze.



From here it's on to Lilstock

The Quantocks a backdrop view,

Where my memories this past long year

Have been of poets, walking, phew!



Hinkley C now dominates

The next few miles of coast,

My Brother worked there for a while,

Hi Walford - now there's a ghost!



Doddington where my best friend lived,

Shurton, Burton, home to Sis,

(A short while before she moved away

To the Mendips, wedded bliss).



Stogursey next and Steart,

The bird-life hides and storks,

I love to come here on days off

Be mindful and blog walks.



Bridgwater Bay looms into view

My current home of late,

The Parrett Trail it twists and turns

Just like my life, oh fate!



Highbridge, Burnham, Berrow, Brean

Sandy here at t'other end,

I could watch the seagulls here all day,

Dear Jonathan Livingston, friend.



I hope you've enjoyed this little trip

From there to here and on,

It's been a great adventure

But now I must be gone.



Anon.

- Only kidding, it was me, all along.



A Wensley

24.09.2023

Walking a/way

In the Autumn of my Motherhood

The leaves are turning.

Each leaf - a page in my daughter’s story.



Soon, the leaves we’ve grown thus far together

Will lie fallen beneath our feet

As she creates her own path

Through the wilderness of our world.



As she walks away, ahead of me, along The Drove,

For the first time

I see a young Shepherdess, no longer my timid sheep.

Realisation pierces my bark-shielded heart, arrow-like;

Her independence will one day leave me

Obsolete.



I shiver,

My branches hanging bare,

Cold, through the childless Winters yet to come.



I curl up, under a mossy blanket, foetal, dream…



Thriving, not simply surviving;

Will her leaves grow with vigour

Once out, from the limiting shade of my canopy?

Or shrivel, without protection

From the unforgivable heat?



Will blossom adorn her,

Bees swarm to her,

Birds nest within her open branches

Producing a generation who'll return here too, someday?



Perhaps she will find pleasure, solace,

In her rich tapestry of leaf-shades

Come her Autumn years?

Or perhaps she will crunch through them

In defiance for those pages of her life

Swept away by early storms;

Shredded before their time to glow,

In this new climate of unpredictable sunshine.



Among these forebodingly-grey beech-like thoughts,

A witness to my future fears stops,

Returns to the fold of my wool-fibred skirt,

And seeks out my hand,

To walk with me a while longer…



Hold on dear leaves,

Don’t let the wind blow too hard.

Too soon.


A Wensley
25/08/23

Fragility Naivety

Fragility, naivety, 

Butterfly: beauty in flight;

Carefree, crushed-velvet,

Tissue-paper winged.



Hidden danger,

Spider: carnivorous croucher;

Cunning, silk-weaved-webs,

Sticky-threaded-needles.



Fragility, naivety,

Butterfly: flightless, caught!

Futile, life-crushed!

Mummified; drawn-out-death.



Hidden danger?

Spider: survivor!

Evolutionary table-turner; silk-encasing,

Chrysalis-cocooned; a bodybag-for-life.



A. Wensley

27.07.2023

Revolver

Earth turning

Moon yearning

Clouds drifting

Thoughts shifting

Time slowing

Mind glowing

Air clearing

Eyes blearing



Am I revolving?

Are we evolving?



Eyes turning

Air yearning

Mind drifting

Time shifting

Thoughts slowing

Clouds glowing

Moon clearing

Earth blearing



Are we revolving?

Am I evolving?



Sun's setting

On another day.



A Wensley

29.06.2023

Inspired by the sky between 9.28 - 9.48pm

Blue Monday

On the surface the scene is simple;

SEE the sea, spray and sky.


But, SENSE the undercurrent: (increase pace during this section)

Cumulative, corrosive and compounding.


The air:

Angry, antagonistic and ambiguous.


The tide:

Tumultuous and treacherous, a tirade of trauma, tears...


Bombarded? BREATHE (slow pace)


When I feel this way

I tell myself:

TAKE A STEP FORWARD


FEEL the ever-emerging shore:

Smooth, sure and serene

(though scarified by my psycho-symptomed-sea).


BREATHE


For HERE, at the water's edge,

Where the clear blue sky strips my emotions bare;

I'm beloved - bathed in sunlight.


My Blue Monday?

Is melodic, mellow, melancholic no more;

I'm mindful.


A Wensley

18/6/23



#SomersetMyHappyPlace

Using all the beautiful photos and locations that were shared for Mental Health Awareness Week 2023, Somerset Council have created an interactive map, which showcases all the ‘Happy Places’ in Somerset.

There are some truly magnificent spots included including, my contribution, East Quantoxhead (where this poem was inspired)

https://orlo.uk/Ezngc

The Purple Valley

SEE...

Baby steps dancing their way through the combe

Beneath the clouds of purple blooms...



HEAR...

The hum of bees as they gather together

The nectar within those purple blooms...



TASTE...

The sweet juice of togetherness,

Family picnics among those purple blooms...



FEEL…

The magic, here, in the air,

Touch my past, hold my hand, and you're right there.



WALK…

With me now and imagine the scene

Through a toddler's eyes -

Wide to the world,

Energy exerted,

Screams!

"Mum, wait, I need a wee!"

"Find a space under that tree!"



Grown-ups, teens and children all

Have been here, answered nature's call!

A purple den for hide and seek,

A sun-soil-shield, no ‘life’ beneath.



Many a solstice passes…

Warmth fills the skies,

FEEL, SEE this place

Through changing eyes.



Yes, the birds still chitter,

Sloworms still wriggle,

Insects writhe and badgers snuffle -

But the hum - the hum has gone -

...until the heather blooms.



Decades have passed since I last walked here

With my parents, brother, sister, deer.

Conservation has swept the valley floor

The invasive rhodies are no more?



But as I've grown I've learnt the why,

Native plants CAN now SEE the sky.

The purple valley ceases to be,

Except here, in my memory.



A Wensley

25.06.23
Inspired by Vinnecombe (the walk up to Staple Plain)